*hugs* Lousy place to be. I know we have never really talked much but I care, and if you were nearby I'd want to do something to make your world better.
Personally I'm having an everything sucks even though I know its actually going to be okay moment.

So I'm digging into some freelance work so I can take my mind off it.

I hope your suckage isn't real deal suckage and can be fought with the power of just doing something else for a while.

Either way, you have my sympathies.